This is so totally true about most poeple including me:) Note this is not mine this is Exploding zombies
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This week was pretty cool I finally got my vietnamese sandwich and I got my arby’s sandwich. Yeah Imma fatty but I can’t help it :D
A. is the door B. is the floor C. is the ceiling What is d?
Learned this riddle from a friend of mine^^
Deep Thoughts 1
I am such a loner
I don’t have many friends
I’m not a good person
I don’t have confidence
I’m such a loser
This is the top 5 things that would come up in my brain when I am depressed. Then I start listening to sad music in full volume and would just sit down in my room and think of all the bad things about myself.
The thing is I always start to feel depressed because I always compare myself to other people. Like my friends for example. Most of my friends are not shy and they have so many friends other than me.
Here are the things that I’m not
1.I’m not the kind of person who has so many friends that I get 30 to 60 messages when I Turn my phone off for one day.
2.I’m not the kind of person who can comfortably talk to a a stranger who is the same age as me.
3.I’m not the kind of person who doesn’t care about what other people say.
4.I’m not those people who standout in a good way
5. I’m not the kind of person who has a special talent
6.I’m not the kind of person who can talk about my problems. The only way I Talk about my problems is here on this blog.
I hate it when I start to think of things. I wish I was oblivious to these things like I did in elementary. Believe it or not all I cared about in elementary was to play sports and play with my friendsXD but now is a little bit more complicated I am scared of going up to hit a ball in front of the class. (Like when Our whole class is playing baseball or any other sport. Except volleyball<(^-^)> Daisuki voleyball)
Now I am going to list the things I am
1. I’m a person who loves anime and manga.
2. I’m a person who wants to be a psycholigist/musician/manga artist
3. I’m a person who is wanting to find the my own special person someday(haha just like in those corny love stories)
4. I am a person who is scared to face troubles that I caused
5. I am a person who gets angry when someone else gets angry sometimes(Idk why I have such a habit)
6. I am a person who hates people always telling me what to do.
7. I’m a person who dislikes causing trouble to other people
Phew! I am so done with this post. I feel so much better:) Can’t wait for our family trip 2morrowXD
Blahh!!!!
This whole week was alright… Little cousins slept over and kuya junior came. On saturday we watched Despicable me (it’s very cute but it wasn’t as good as “Up”) Then me and kuya planned on watching Avatar the last airbender this tuesday and possibly watch a baseball game on wednesday. Super excited:)
blueberry mania!
Today I woke up early and went with my family to Ihop.( For my mom’s birthday) I ordered a blueberry crepe and I was so looking forward to it but when I got it, it was filled with so much blueberry and was sucks was that the crepe was so thin-.- but was able to eat 1/4 of it. Next, we got a truck. Riding it it makes feel so sleepy^^
Then had my first pedicure.(It was relaxing until I got a cut one of my toes) and then had a birthday dinner for my mom. It was fun:)
Realization……
I realized that Everybody I met so far helped me grow as a person. Like….
My old elementary friend Vivian
She taught me how to consider other peoples feelings
Kami
She made me realize what a real friend is.
Maggie
Before She tried to help me with my shyness problems and she tried to help me with love problems too but then we stopped talking to each other (We stopped talking to each other 2 weeks before school ended) because she says i am not assertive. So now I am determined to be because I want to be her friend again and I want to prove her wrong.
Lastly, Subway
(WHom I met last year) WHen I was with her I wasn’t myself at all. I would always embarass myself in front of her and I would feel weird when she looks at me then it worsened when she said “I love you” (She said it after 2 weeks I’ve known her). It made me realize that the reason why I wasn’t myself around her was because I love her. I didn’t know whether she was kidding or not but she wrote it on my health packet, my planner, and she whispered it to me when we were in the same swimming group. It was weird how she would say that to me. Then I would scream in my head and think.
“Why does she say “I love you” to me? I haven’t ever heard her say this to her friends so why me? … . AHHHHHHH!!! She probably says it to her close friends. UGHHHHH!!! She said she is straight, the least she could do is act straight and plus she said she doesn’t support gay rights. But why On the day of silence she said it was great I was participating…GOOOOOSSSSHHHH!! SHE IS SO WEIRD!!!!!”
I was so confused before because theses feelings felt so foreign to me. I would stare at her curiously wondering why i have these feelings for her. THen I would look away when she looked at me.
But…. halfway of the third quarter we slowly stopped talking to each other because we made new friends whom we could hang out with and plus I wanted to get away from her as much as possible. (Because it hurt so much to be with her (And her friends) and it felt like i was bringing her down) But sometimes after school she would come up to me and talk about all the stuff that’s been going on with her and would i would just tease her about stuff. I still want to be her friend and that is as far as i’m going to go.
haha. Thanks to her I found out what love feels like. So arigatou gozaimasu:)
This week was full of determination
This week I decided to be serious of losing weight and so far I’m doing good. I jogged three times this week and started eating less. Wooohooo.
And now I finally know what I am going to do for my future… I’m going to be a professional manga-ka (manga artist), professional musician and a pshycoloigist. If I earn enough money I can go to the philipines, japan, taiwan, and korea. haha they are all asian places.
So when I start school I’m going to work hard. I can’t wait^^
Boomers?!
Today I went with my family to boomers. (Just to let you know boomers is similar to malibu grand prix except boomers has less stuff) The first hour of being there I felt horrible because
one: When I was riding on the go karts my ipod fell out of my pocket and went onto the track. Luckily, after the ride was done, one of the employees got onto the track and go my ipod. The ipod was okay but my headphones were crushed.
Two: My family and I played laser tag and I dropped my camera. I didn’t know I dropped it because it was so dark and plus I was to busy shooting at my family. (i got a highscoreXD) I didn’t realize that I didn’t have my camera until10 mintues after. Then I ran back inside the laser tag room and looked for it. Then I found it. I was so happy but I feel stupid to be so careless like that.
But the thing is I thought my mom would be so mad at me for being irresponsible but she seemed calm. (I think it was probably because I found my ipod and my camera anyway or because she didn’t want to be angry on a family day) Then the rest of the time we were there it was relaxing and fun. I love family outingsXD OH! I finally developed my summer goals^^
1. Lose weight
2. Become less scared of talking to people
3. Be more honest
4.Practice my manga
5.Practice instruments
6. Get ready for badminton and track
CREPES!!!XD
Omg!! I had my frist taste of crepe at quickly. 
It was so masarap^^ Crepes are now my new food joy. (My last food joy was pocky)
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